Monday, May 26, 2014

Yang Tahu Pasti Tahu

Aku tak menulis untuk dibaca.
Tetapi hanya untuk dirasa.
Banyak tersirat,
Dari tersurat.
Yang hati hanya bisa merasa.
Aku tak punya beribu kata.
Tetapi selalu meluah bicara.
Yang rata sukar fahami.
Apa yang terlintas.
Ikutlah sendiri.
Aku sering mengarang barisan.
Terkadang jua aku hilang.
Cuba tenggelam dengan bahasa.
Silap berkata, mati pun seksa.
Aku tak menulis untuk dibaca.
Cukuplah rasa satu rasa.




Seperti yang tahu pasti tahu.

Apa Yang Kita Lakukan ?

Apa kita lakukan.
Andai terpunya sebulan masa.
Menyedut percuma nafas udara.
Melihat kanak riang ketawa.
Mendengar yang tua luah cerita.
Apa kita lakukan.
Andai terlupa oleh masa.
Membiar yang lepas biarlah lepas.
Mengadap terus setia Yang Satu.
Menyembah dalam baring kaku.
Apa kita lakukan.
Apa yang mampu kita lakukan.
Menerimalah tiada yang selainnya.
Hanya berserah atas keputusan.
Dan keputusan itu segala-galanya.
Setiap apa yang kita lakukan.




Kita tunduk...

Tuesday, May 20, 2014

Greatest Gift That I Met You.

Whenever I had that on my mind,
I tried to cross you in the line.
Why should I keep thinking about it anyway,
While I have you along my day.

Stand with me for I am strong,
Our journey is still so long.
Grab me, Honey if I ever fall,
I'll hug you tight I give it all.

I won't look back to the meaningless vain,
And don't want to sit and feel the pain.
I look to what we have today,
That makes me happy without a pay.

You are the greatest gift for me this year,
I will keep you without any fear.
Stay with me together forever,
I want you to know I love you, My Dear.






Listen to my heart whatever it takes.
Happy Birthday to your little cupcakes =)

Monday, May 19, 2014

Pura-pura Cool.

Aku tahan agar tetap tak gugur.
Namun aku akur.
Aku tetap penipu.
Yang menipu sendiri.
Ah ! Aku benci dilihat lemah.
Lemah dek air mata.
Yang aku cuba tahan.
Sehingga perit tekak.
Pilu dada.
Seperti dirembat selaju 600km/j.
Aku tak mahu jadi lembik.
Longlai seperti agar-agar.
Hancur seperti habuk.
Tetapi aku mengaku.
Diri aku sememangnya rapuh.
Ibarat kayu disimbah air berhari-hari.
Ibarat kereta accident depan belakang kanan dan kiri.
Sungguh aku benci terlihat diri tenggelam.
Tenggelam dalam malam bersama air-air jernih.
Keluar perlahan dari mata ke bantal.
Yang keringnya tentu esok hari.
Aku benci terlihat diri dengan tangisan.
Tangisan yang ramai anggap kelemahan.
Padahal mereka tak pernah ambil tahu;
Kelemahan inilah kekuatan.
Kelemahan inilah aku masih berdiri sendiri.
Aku sumpah diri sendiri aku benci melihat air mata.
Tapi tak mampu untuk aku halang.
Kerana aku benci terlihat lemah.
Lemah dengan diri dan bayangan.
Ah ! Aku benci !

Aku minta, ubati hati.
Tapi. Tak ada pun mengerti.
Pertolongan apatah lagi.
Nampaknya diam aje lah sendiri.

Kerana aku pura-pura cool.

Sunday, May 18, 2014

Kerana

Aku tak percaya pada masa.
Kerana ia mengelirukan.

Aku tak percaya pada kata.
Kerana ia membinasakan.

Aku tak percaya pada janji.
Kerana ia mendustakan.

Aku tak percaya pada harapan.
Kerana ia tak membahagiakan.

Aku tak percaya pada siapa.
Kerana segala mengecewakan.

Hello Goodbye.

Waiting is painful.
Yes it is.
It is like waiting for things that will not happen.
And that sucks.

Hoping is even worst.
Yes it is.
It is like hoping for things that never happen.
And that sucks.

Wish you know how I feel inside.
Wish you know how I hope so much.

But the truth is..

Still.

I have to bear.
Nothing...


I'm off in the dark night.


All alone.
As always.
Like I used to.

And says Hello to the Goodbye.

Time will Heal.

They said time will heal.
But I couldn't find anytime that heals.

What plays on my mind,
That I've been acting blind.

It is not that I don't want,
I just can't take it one by one.

I used to be strong,
But it didn't last long.

What has happened to the 'They said about time' ?
That I think they lied.

Is it fair if one be happy,
And the other suffers ?

And I always ponder,
As it goes year by year.

I even ask myself to;
Forget the past and face the blue.

Then I said no matter what you hold.
Always believe that miracle is gold.






Silent.....



As I just can't even forget about things happened,
Eventhough it has been 3 years......
ago.

I am still waiting the prove about time,
Please show to me because I'm dying waiting.

I had seek for help,
To the other.
Half.

That I just want a single laugh,
A single smile,
At least a giggle enough.


Then I realize no one could...
No one would..


The month that I started to live.
Is the month that my heart died.
By the month of my own....


I am still waiting.
Patiently.


For time to heal.

Tuesday, May 6, 2014

I don't need anything else.

I don't need anything else.
I just need a hug.
I don't need anything else.
I just need a back rub.
I don't need anything else.
I just need a cuddle.
I don't need anything else.
I just need someone to tell me,
That,
Everything will be alright.
Everything will be ok.
Everything will be in rhyme.
Everything will be just fine.

And I smile.

Friday, May 2, 2014

Good night, Sweet Dream.

I don't have anybody else.
Doesn't mean that I am alone.
I have the one and only.
That I am sure understands me.

I don't own a lot of money.
Doesn't mean that I am poor.
I have a full of heart.
That I am sure I will feel.

I don't have the reason why.
Doesn't mean that I don't know.
I have tons thing to think.
That everything being so scattered.

I don't have anything else to give.
Doesn't mean that I can't live.
I have my own believe.
That someday everything will be ease.



Good night, Sweet Dream.

Thursday, May 1, 2014

Colour of the Heart.

Don't cry, Dear.
Life isn't just about tears.
Face what you draw behind.
Live what you see in front.
It is not always too much.
When the less we care.
Is the less we share.
Colour the heart.
And mix all in between.
Where everything so messed up.
As how the orange and the pulp.

Don't cry, Dear.
Coz everybody can hear.
One thing for sure.
Is the one that will cure.
Throw all the vain.
Shower it with laughter.
And let it flower.
With all the colour.
The colour of the heart.

Permainan Hidup.

Mataku mempermainkan penglihatanku.
Telingaku mempermainkan pendengaranku.
Lidahku mempermainkan pertuturanku.
Hatiku mempermainkan perasaanku.

Segalanya dipermainkan.
Dan,

Hidup tertulis sebuah permainan.