O t a k M a t i.

otak aku kosong.
jiwa aku mati.
hati aku pedih.

aku punya tiada rasa.
aku punya tiada apa.
aku punya tiada siapa.

aku sendiri.
kaku berdiri.
mencari diri.

aku sakit.
luka. parah. berdarah.
hanya mati.

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